This shit is so funny to me that they are still trying to tag him with being a Homophobe because he openly says the word “faggot” like MILLIONS of non homophobes out there. It’s also funny that they’re saying he’s homophobic when his dj is a lesbian….lmfao
I sit back and watch everything that goes on around me. So much to a point that I begin to scare myself sometimes, especially with this music shit. Not so much on my part though…..things like, I see so many people do this music shit, but so few have a real purpose in doing it. So many people say “I do music because I love it”, but that’s become such a cliche answer that you can’t even really believe it anymore. These are real peoples lives. Like I think about the artist who really do have massive amounts of talent and could be doing what the Jay Z’s and the Pharrells etc etc are doing, but will NEVER see that light of day in their life. The pain that must go through their minds….the tears they probably shed at night out of frustration when nobodies around….the lives that have been taken by their own hands because of the lost hope in something that was THEIR dream. I’ve seen it all too many times before, and I can only hope that I’m not one of those people who is just on Earth hoping for something, working hard for something, dedicating my whole life to something, being great at something….that I might not ever get….
when we let things hold a burden on us, as much as it hurts…we don’t allow ourselves to move on…period….we’d rather remember the pain than understand the lesson it taught….the main reason im doing “nightmares” is to finally let go….cuz im sick of this pain holdin me back and not letting me live life and go get the shit i know i deserve…you gotta do the same too….i DO know that a lot of our pain holds us back from seeing the future we want…..even when its so vividly programmed in our 3rd eye..so we can either stay trapped in a past that doesn’t want us to have shit….or move forward to a future that wants to give us so much…again…im practicing exactly what i preach…or am trying to, everyday of my life